Watashi no koto ga Daisuki na Classmate ni Hajimete wo Zenbu Oshitsukeru hanashi (Fujimi Fantasia Bunko) [Light Novel]

[Machine Translation] You never know if anything is good or bad until you experience it. But trying something new, I'm not sure if I can do it well, I'm embarrassed... I am afraid. That's why it was convenient for her to confess that she loves me, that she accepts me no matter what kind of person I am. Haruru Iijima starts dating Hinatsu Nakamachi, a popular girl in her class who has a crush on her, in order to experience what lovers do to each other. Holding hands, going on dates, kissing. By using Hinatsu, Haru-ryu is able to make her first time go smoothly. But what she finds in her heart at that moment is not a sense of accomplishment, but rather a different feeling that she develops toward Hinatsu... Winner of the Kakuyom Contest 10 Special Award in the professional author category.

何事も経験しないことには良し悪しはわからない。けど新しいことに挑戦するのは上手くできるか不安で、恥ずかしくて...怖い。だからどんな自分でも受け入れてくれる、私のことが大好きな彼女の告白は、都合が良かった。飯島春流は恋人同士がする行為を経験する為に、自分に好意を持つクラスの人気者・仲町雛夏と交際を始める。手をつなぐ、デートをする、キスをする。雛夏を利用することで順調に初めてをこなしていく春流。けれどその時彼女の胸にあったのは、達成感ではなく、雛夏に対して芽生えた別の感情で―?カクヨムコンテスト10プロ作家部門特別賞受賞。