Sato Gashi No Dangan Ha Uchi Nukenai (Kadokawa Bunko Sa 48-3 Sakuraba Kazuki Collection)

[Machine Translation] That day, my brother and I were desperately climbing the mountain. We were desperate to find "something" that we didn't want to find. I, Nagisa Yamada, a junior high school student, was despairing of being a child and wanted to become a self-defense officer so that I could go out into the world as soon as possible and get a "real bullet" called money. Unno Mokasu, a transfer student from the city, gets involved with Nagisa in some way. Nagisa gradually grows close to the lying, cruel, but somehow charming Unno Shidzu. However, one day, she is exposed to violence from her father, and one day... A Naoki Prize-winning author presents a coming-of-age story filled with sincere pain.

その日、兄とあたしは、必死に山を登っていた。見つけたくない「あるもの」を見つけてしまうために。あたし=中学生の山田なぎさは、子供という境遇に絶望し、一刻も早く社会に出て、お金という"実弾"を手にするべく、自衛官を志望していた。そんななぎさに、都会からの転校生、海野藻屑は何かと絡んでくる。嘘つきで残酷だが、どこか魅力的な藻屑となぎさは序々に親しくなっていく。だが、藻屑は日夜、父からの暴力に曝されており、ある日-。直木賞作家がおくる、切実な痛みに満ちた青春文学。