Shinzo to Shien No Catastrophe (Parade)

[Machine Translation] A young man drifting through the night. Without a trace. As if seeking something. There, illuminated by a dim electric light, I saw the sad figure of a murderer. A knife caught him in the heart, and he died before my eyes. It was the first time I had ever seen the moment of a person's death. I was irresistibly drawn to the Zhu Yin dripping into the abyss. I felt as if I had dreamed of its beauty. I felt as if the stars, which had been hazy, were shining brightly for the first time. When the spiral of life unravels, I am filled with melting pleasure. To live. To be alive. That's all there is to it. That's all there is to it. Why do I feel so much pain? This is a story of a young man who is intoxicated by pure evil.

夜の街を流離う青年。あてもなく。何かを求めるように。朧げな電燈に照らされたそこで、哀しき殺人者の姿を見た。ナイフが彼の心臓をとらえ、僕の目の前で彼は死んだ。人が死ぬという瞬間を初めて見た。深淵に滴る朱殷にどうしようもなく惹きつけられた。その美しさに夢を見たような気がした。霞んでいた星が初めて輝いて見えたような気がした。生命の螺旋が解けるとき、僕はとろけるほどの快楽に満たされる。生きること。生きていること。たったそれだけのことが。たったそれだけのことなのに。たまらなく苦しいと感じてしまうのはなぜだろうか?これは、純粋な悪に陶酔した青年の物語。