Ubude Warui Ka (Gush Bunko)

[Machine Translation] Muraame, who is in her 40s, has no more energy and stamina for passionate love, but has fallen in love with Kiritani, a regular customer at a bar. He is a novelist with a beautiful, kind smile. He is not young, and above all, he is a man. I don't want to add to the trouble. But I want Kiritani. Murasame shamelessly consults his gay subordinate about his love life, goes to the gym to improve his body, and so on, until finally he gets a sweet night alone with Kiriya... But she is too careful and things don't go well...?

もう、情熱的な恋愛をする体力も精力もない―そんな想いでいた40代の村雨は、とあるバーの常連客・桐谷に恋をしてしまった。小綺麗で、優しい微笑みが魅力の小説家である彼。若くもないし、なにより男だ。わざわざ面倒ごとを増やしたくない。でも、桐谷が欲しい。村雨は、恥を忍んでゲイの部下に恋愛相談したり、身体改造のためにジムに通ってみたりと奔走し、ようやく桐谷とふたりきりの甘い夜を手にした...はずが、慎重になりすぎてどうもうまくいかず―?