[Machine Translation] Ryosuke, a Sailor Moon lover, has been told since he was a child that he is "not normal" and has been suffering in secret. He was bullied, fell in love for the first time in junior high school, became uncontrollably jealous of his girlfriend in high school, and came out to his friends and parents. This autobiographical essay of love and youth describes how he cheerfully sought the light ahead and found happiness with the partner he met.