Red Beryl ni Sayonara (Goodbye, Red Beryl) 1 (Dahlia Comics)

[Machine Translation] Kill = lust. Akihiko has been needed by no one since he was a child and has never found his own value. Just when Akihiko was about to give up on life, Kazushige, a man who saved his life, turns out to be a vampire who has been living alone for a long time. Akihiko goes to Kazushige to thank him for his kindness, but he is coldly told not to come back. Still, he is touched by Kazushige's clumsy kindness, and he can't help but feel attracted to him, wanting to know more about him and see him as he is.

殺して=欲情。子供の頃から誰にも必要とされず、自分の価値を見出せないでいた昭彦。生きることを諦めかけたその時、命を救ってくれた男・和重は、永い時を孤独に生きる吸血鬼だった――。恩人に何かお礼がしたい、と和重の元へ通う昭彦だが、「もうここには来るな」と冷たく突き放されてしまう。それでも彼の不器用な優しさに触れ、もっと知りたい、自分を見てほしいと惹かれる気持ちは抑えられず――。